Wuv yeaw sooo much!
Hope you have a wonderful day!
I have this dependency. I’ve had this for more than 6 years now.
It’s not necessarily a bad thing, but it’s not a good thing either. I can’t start my day without it, and I can’t sleep without it. It’s like a drug that you can’t get out of your system. You always look for it, and you always need it. When I don’t get it, I feel sad, or lonely, or uneasy.
But when I do get it, I can smile all day despite the long work hours, nasty customers, whatever. I know I can face the day. At nights, I sleep so peacefully even if it’s just for 4 hours, and then wake up with a smile on my face.
I love you too, Ozzie. :”>
One of my officemates asked me, “Do you have plans on going back to the Philippines for a vacation?”.
“Hmm, good question. It depends on whether my boyfriend comes here or not. I’d love to go home, though.”, I said.
Then I wondered, should I be calling the US as my ‘home‘? My family is here. I don’t have possessions back there. All I have in the Philippines are my friends (and Ozzie). I guess it never really sank-in that I’m not going back, unless it’s a vacation for a week or two.
Should I accept that I have a new ‘home‘? This is where I’ll be for the rest of my life. I’ve established a new life here. Despite that, I guess I can never replace the Philippines as my home. I can add this country to my list of homes [(by calling home.add(unitedStates)], but I can never remove [home.remove(philippines)] or replace [home.set(0, philippines)] the Philippines. When you print it out, the Philippines is still the first (It’s a list, duh).
They say Home is where the heart is. Well, my heart is still in the Philippines.
Yeah, someday I’ll go back home.
For those of us who won’t be able to celebrate V-Day with their loved ones… today is just a Wednesday.
